Why I stopped blogging & where I go from here

I stopped blog­ging for a long, long time, mainly because it just wasn’t fun any­more. Yet, dur­ing my hia­tus, I missed blog­ging, so I knew I would come back to it. I’ve taken the time to think about what I want to blog about, and what caused my lack of inter­est before. I’ve come to the con­clu­sion I was try­ing too hard. I wasn’t even mak­ing money off this blog, nor did I plan too, yet I focused too much on my traf­fic sta­tis­tics and how I could gain more read­ers, cre­at­ing sched­ules for myself, push­ing myself to come up with blog posts more reg­u­larly, even if I wasn’t par­tic­u­larly inspired to write about any­thing. I’ve now decided I’m not going to write about things I’m barely inter­ested in or have lit­tle knowl­edge of just because it might gain me more read­ers. While I’m still focus­ing this blog around arts & design, I’ve now decided this really is a place for me, to keep track of what I learn, and for those already inter­ested in the things I have to share.

My blog posts will mainly include web design, web devel­op­ment and graphic design, and are all focused on hob­by­ists. Pro­fes­sion­als are unlikely to find much here that’s of inter­est to them.

While I’m very pas­sion­ate about arts and design, and have actu­ally very seri­ously thought about mak­ing a career out of it, I have found I’m not too fond of design­ing for oth­ers on a reg­u­lar basis and very much pre­fer keep­ing it as a hobby and a per­sonal cre­ative out­let. I have no degree in any form of design (or arts), but love mak­ing graph­ics, run­ning web­sites, tak­ing pho­tos and draw­ing in my spare time. It’s purely a hobby, and Silent Storms is the place I show­case my works and keep track of the things I learn. When­ever I blog or write arti­cles about some­thing arts and design related, it’s geared towards fel­low hob­by­ists. I’m not a pro­fes­sional, nor will I ever imply that I am. The blog posts and arti­cles will be writ­ten to the best of my abil­i­ties and knowl­edge, but please do feel free to cor­rect me when­ever you feel I’ve made a mistake.

I’ve been build­ing web­sites and mak­ing graph­ics as a hobby since 2002. I started out with those small “pixel” images, quickly moved on to pixel dolls, found fan­list­ings and started my first fan­list­ing at the end of 2004. Espe­cially as a fan­list­ing owner have I been work­ing on improv­ing my web­site graph­ics as well as my cod­ing (HTML, XHTML, CSS, PHP and MySQL). Around the same time, I moved on from pixel dolls to blends, icons and web­site graph­ics. Real­is­ing the amount of time I have been mak­ing graph­ics, my graph­ics are nowhere near as amaz­ing as I’d hope them to be. Even though over the years I’ve been a part of sev­eral won­der­ful com­mu­ni­ties and they’ve all played a part in teach­ing me about all these things, it was only when I joined graphic forums that I really started improv­ing my graph­ics by learn­ing from fel­low hob­by­ists. Every­thing I learned in those com­mu­ni­ties, I had to reg­is­ter for. Openly acces­si­ble design-related web­sites are mainly focus­ing on the pro­fes­sion­als. I don’t care about mak­ing money from my graph­ics or web­sites, I don’t care about start­ing a free­lance career, nor do I care for any­thing else that might be of inter­est to pro­fes­sion­als. For me, this is all just a hobby, and I just want to improve my graph­ics and my cod­ing as well as help other hob­by­ists with theirs when I can.

Basi­cally, I plan to share the things I’ve learned over the years with fel­low hob­by­ists, whether they’re just start­ing out and look­ing to learn the basics, or have been in this hobby for a while and are look­ing for ways to improve their cre­ative works or expand their knowledge.

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3 Responses to “Why I stopped blogging & where I go from here”

  1. Georgina Says:

    I started blog­ging in 2006. I wanted peo­ple to read what I had to write, and at this point I actu­ally had been keep­ing a diary for many years. I started blog­ging just for myself, not really car­ing how many com­ments I had. My blogs were long and deep and when I look back on them I feel like I went through a lot at the time, and I loved the way I used to think. Now I feel like I’ve been blog­ging more for an audi­ence, push­ing to get more com­ments and views on indi­vid­ual posts. I used to look at my stats every day and try and get more peo­ple to visit my web­site, then I stopped. It doesn’t mat­ter how many views I get, I realise that even if no one read my blog I’d still write. I still make fan­list­ings when no one joins, fan­list­ings for the sub­jects I love.

    Web design­ing is a hobby for me too. I have an old blog I used to use and now the space is just for adver­tis­ing to earn a bit of cash on the side. I often wish I had qual­i­fi­ca­tions in this kind of thing but a small part of me doesn’t want to do this as an occu­pa­tion. I love that it’s a hobby, and a lot of the stuff I do online is for myself. I guess that’s the truth and that’s how it is.

    I used to be into pix­elling; that’s how things started. My pix­els were hor­rid, then they got bet­ter. Now I try and pixel some­thing and I think, “where the hell did my patience go?” XD I can’t believe it’s been ten years since I per­son­ally started design­ing… my cod­ing and graph­ics were nasty until 2007 when I finally got Pho­to­shop! I think peo­ple were amazed that I made every­thing in Paint.

    Any­way, time for me to stop ram­bling…! I can really relate to this post. <3

  2. Anouska Says:

    Thanks for your com­ment! It’s inter­est­ing to see how our graphic/web design hob­bies have devel­oped much the same. I started out with Paint Shop Pro, before mov­ing on to Pho­to­shop. I did also use Paint from time to time, way back when I still made pixels.

    It’s nice to know there’s some­one who can relate to this post. I hope you’ll find my future blog posts inter­est­ing as well. :)

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