Why I stopped blogging & where I go from here
I stopped blogging for a long, long time, mainly because it just wasn’t fun anymore. Yet, during my hiatus, I missed blogging, so I knew I would come back to it. I’ve taken the time to think about what I want to blog about, and what caused my lack of interest before. I’ve come to the conclusion I was trying too hard. I wasn’t even making money off this blog, nor did I plan too, yet I focused too much on my traffic statistics and how I could gain more readers, creating schedules for myself, pushing myself to come up with blog posts more regularly, even if I wasn’t particularly inspired to write about anything. I’ve now decided I’m not going to write about things I’m barely interested in or have little knowledge of just because it might gain me more readers. While I’m still focusing this blog around arts & design, I’ve now decided this really is a place for me, to keep track of what I learn, and for those already interested in the things I have to share.
My blog posts will mainly include web design, web development and graphic design, and are all focused on hobbyists. Professionals are unlikely to find much here that’s of interest to them.
While I’m very passionate about arts and design, and have actually very seriously thought about making a career out of it, I have found I’m not too fond of designing for others on a regular basis and very much prefer keeping it as a hobby and a personal creative outlet. I have no degree in any form of design (or arts), but love making graphics, running websites, taking photos and drawing in my spare time. It’s purely a hobby, and Silent Storms is the place I showcase my works and keep track of the things I learn. Whenever I blog or write articles about something arts and design related, it’s geared towards fellow hobbyists. I’m not a professional, nor will I ever imply that I am. The blog posts and articles will be written to the best of my abilities and knowledge, but please do feel free to correct me whenever you feel I’ve made a mistake.
I’ve been building websites and making graphics as a hobby since 2002. I started out with those small “pixel” images, quickly moved on to pixel dolls, found fanlistings and started my first fanlisting at the end of 2004. Especially as a fanlisting owner have I been working on improving my website graphics as well as my coding (HTML, XHTML, CSS, PHP and MySQL). Around the same time, I moved on from pixel dolls to blends, icons and website graphics. Realising the amount of time I have been making graphics, my graphics are nowhere near as amazing as I’d hope them to be. Even though over the years I’ve been a part of several wonderful communities and they’ve all played a part in teaching me about all these things, it was only when I joined graphic forums that I really started improving my graphics by learning from fellow hobbyists. Everything I learned in those communities, I had to register for. Openly accessible design-related websites are mainly focusing on the professionals. I don’t care about making money from my graphics or websites, I don’t care about starting a freelance career, nor do I care for anything else that might be of interest to professionals. For me, this is all just a hobby, and I just want to improve my graphics and my coding as well as help other hobbyists with theirs when I can.
Basically, I plan to share the things I’ve learned over the years with fellow hobbyists, whether they’re just starting out and looking to learn the basics, or have been in this hobby for a while and are looking for ways to improve their creative works or expand their knowledge.

I started blogging in 2006. I wanted people to read what I had to write, and at this point I actually had been keeping a diary for many years. I started blogging just for myself, not really caring how many comments I had. My blogs were long and deep and when I look back on them I feel like I went through a lot at the time, and I loved the way I used to think. Now I feel like I’ve been blogging more for an audience, pushing to get more comments and views on individual posts. I used to look at my stats every day and try and get more people to visit my website, then I stopped. It doesn’t matter how many views I get, I realise that even if no one read my blog I’d still write. I still make fanlistings when no one joins, fanlistings for the subjects I love.
Web designing is a hobby for me too. I have an old blog I used to use and now the space is just for advertising to earn a bit of cash on the side. I often wish I had qualifications in this kind of thing but a small part of me doesn’t want to do this as an occupation. I love that it’s a hobby, and a lot of the stuff I do online is for myself. I guess that’s the truth and that’s how it is.
I used to be into pixelling; that’s how things started. My pixels were horrid, then they got better. Now I try and pixel something and I think, “where the hell did my patience go?”
I can’t believe it’s been ten years since I personally started designing… my coding and graphics were nasty until 2007 when I finally got Photoshop! I think people were amazed that I made everything in Paint.
Anyway, time for me to stop rambling…! I can really relate to this post. <3
Thanks for your comment! It’s interesting to see how our graphic/web design hobbies have developed much the same. I started out with Paint Shop Pro, before moving on to Photoshop. I did also use Paint from time to time, way back when I still made pixels.
It’s nice to know there’s someone who can relate to this post. I hope you’ll find my future blog posts interesting as well.
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